Weight Watchers Virgin

Started Weight Watchers yesterday. Damn was I nervous. Frightened of the dreadful numbers that had surely risen, allowing strangers to see those numbers, and feeling like a sore fat thumb. I have been prone to anxiety attacks (but then again what life long chubby girl hasn't???). I could hear that annoying voice telling me to just drive home and not register. FUCK THAT IDEA! Gotta be firm and that always requires explatives!! The whole point is ya gotta be fat to go to WW, dum dum. So with that in mind, I just drove and thought of anything else but fear.

The meeting was inspiring! It helped me enough so that I wouldn't dwell on the fact that I'd GAINED 40lbs, but that I WILL LOSE THAT WEIGHT and more!

I had done LA Weight Loss in the past, lost 120lbs, recently gained 40 back. I decided not to go there for a few reasons. 1.) Too expensive 2.) I could never eat the way they want me to for the rest of my time 3.) The women there suck and I never felt that they understood me. Skinny corporate twits the whole lot of them.

My boyfriend did WW, lost about 50lbs and has kept it off. He is looking to lose about another 30 and will be such a great support, he is already. LOL POOR GUY... I knew I was way too fucking fat when I punched him in the balls the other day because he refused to let me near the 3 day old Christmas cake. Bless that man.

So here goes me attempting to lose about 70lbs. I'm basically halfway to my goal. Can I do it? Oh hells yeah.